So how’s everyone?
I should really think that this weather sucks, of course, that’s the reality, but I like it when it’s like this and I’m just staying home. Selfish reasons.
Had to cancel errands today because of the weather condition. Moved the said errand on Friday instead and I’m hoping for the best.
Works and school are canceled today and it’s nice to be with my siblings. All we did was pigged out and surfed the net. The power was out for a few hours, we barely noticed since we were sleeping until passed noon. Me and my youngest sis got out and went at some diner and grabbed three quarter pounder burgers to go. We also had some chips and snacks… and a hot champorado. This day is great.
Been stalking my old FB account and reading all my stats way back from 2009-2010. Man, I’m so talkative back then, lots of ‘em status huh. But I’ve changed, I don’t usually post a status nowadays, can even go for a month or two without posting a single one.
Anyway, kinda excited for tomorrow since I made a reservation at Vikings Marikina to celebrate chase-arca's birthday. I can't wait to pig out and enjoy the rest of the day with him.
I think I should separate each topic from my last post since it was so long no one will read it. (I wanna use the f word but I’m trying to change that habit lol)
I should have blogged the things I did this past week while the lightheartedness of things lasts… not right now when I’m feeling really moody and down. But for the sake of updating this blog, yes, I will post something.
So basically I’ve been all around the place again these past couple of days. I went back to Manila with my mom last last week and she stayed over at our house here for a couple of days which made me really happy because having a mom around is the best specially when you are very lazy to move around on your own. Meaning, uh… you don’t have to cook, or drown yourself in a pile of fast-food trash.
I’ve also been applying for some companies I deemed worthy. Yes, because I am a very choosy and picky employee. There are lots of company that is need of a designer but I only apply to those I deemed worthy. *ka-ching*
I met up with chase-arca, Tuesday of last week because hey, I just miss him and I always long for an adventure with him. Plus he’s feeling really down because of some douchebaggery of a certain company that he tried applying for. I won’t go into details but I will announce that that company of an ass is very fond of wasting their applicants time and is very unprofessional when it comes to things. Maybe it’s not the whole company, maybe it’s just the HR department, doesn’t matter, they scream UNPROFESSIONALISM~ Ugh. Seriously, how hard it is to send details or updates about application status on the people who are applying for you?! DON’T FRIGGIN’ WASTE OUR TIME LIKE THAT. If we didn’t took the initiative to ask first they won’t inform us of the things they said they’ll inform us “the soonest” (<—- their own words). Assholes. I’m really mad because I tried applying for them too, did the same thing to me, I thought it was just an honest mistake, but hey, maybe that’s really the way they do things! I am very disappointed since I’ve heard great things about them. Turns out, it’s full of BS.
So anyway… the following days with Chase was fun though. We just mostly stayed at home to watch animes, stayed up all night for movie marathons, random playing of guitar and talking about lots of things. And yeah, food.
Last Saturday was great too. Me and Chase have met two of the coolest blogger I know… hehe. Hi DF profoundpate and Nicole drizzlelullaby. We were so late that night because we’ve been through a lot hours before the actual meet up. We’ve came all the way from Antipolo but have to make a (supposed-to-be) quick stop over at our house in Sampaloc to get some cash. Also went to the market but we got separated along the way and Chase got lost in the market and I ran out of load and I don’t even know where to find him! It was really frustrating. I went back home and as soon as I got connected to our wifi I messaged him on fb. To cut the story short, yeah, he made it back to me. lol
So there we made our way to MOA and had dinner with DF and Nicole. We talked about lots of things. Random things. From bloggers to boobs. They are both really chill and soft spoken. Hmm… thinking about it feels kinda weird now, because I think I talked to much… or louder. Idk. hahaha.
Yesterday I went to church. It was Victory’s 30th anniversary so I’m feeling really excited. heh. It was just sad that I went alone because Chase was somewhere and can’t come with me. Huhu. But he dropped by last night to have a dinner with me and my sis and we watched a couple of episodes of Hunter x Hunter after. He went home past 1 am.
So today, I just got back from checking out a random company, I like it in there but they don’t have any opening for the position that I want… so it kinda sucks. I met up with Chase after and waited for him to finished doing his errands for the day.
I went home sad because I still want to be with him but he can’t. And I have lots of things in my mind right now. And there are so many issues that’s currently going on that is making me really frustrated.
I should eat dinner now. Why do I blog like this? Why can’t I post a separate entry for each topic? :/
Its safe to assume that each one of us has his or her own lovestory to tell. As emotionally healthy humans, we do have our own fair share romance and heartaches with a slight bitter aftertaste.
Funny thing is before that somebody became a nobody, I am certain that somewhere in the midst of your romance, you considered a possibility that they could be the one. That he is your “Soulmate”.
Although it’s a word that you might often hear most of the time, it is also the most misapplied description for someone. The key in its correct application lies in the understanding of the word itself.
Let’s begin with knowing the origin of the word. And when it comes to vocabulary origin, who would be more knowledge than Greece.
In a dialogue called The Symposium, Plato has Aristophanes present a story about soul mates. Aristophanes states that humans originally had four arms, four legs, and a single head made of two faces. He continues that there were three genders: man,woman and the “Androgynous”. According to the story, that in this form, man was powerful enough to threathen the gods. As a resolution, Zues decided to split the humans in half, thus giving us the form we are familiar with.
So technically speaking, It’s being almost identical to another person. And a fact is the word “soulmate” is not solely for the purpose of romantic associations, It can be also be used to describe deep understanding between friends.
For others who believe in reincarnation, they say that Soulmates often choose to come back together during the same lifetime and scope each other out in our vast world. They might even feel an odd sense of déjà vu, as if the moment in time has already taken place, perhaps a long time ago, perhaps in a different setting with the same person.
But will it really matter if ever the one that you are sharing your life with is your soulmate or not? Because in the end you can use the word as often as you like, but only love will make everything right.
Your mind excites me.
okay kuya (or ate)… okay… ._.
I’m sick. Cough and cold and a very painful sinusitis. I’ve been taking up meds and I think it’s working, but the cough is still there. Ugghh.
Also what is wrong with some of my asks? *iyak tawa*
sino ba tong wirdo na to hahahaha wtf bat ganto msgs mo koyah why
hello. Sa Far Eastern University po. Fine Arts major in Advertising po. :)
It’s been a week since I last posted. Haha. Just dropping by to say that, hey, I’m fine. Never been better. :) I feel grand.
I’m back here in our provincial house and is currently catering to some friends who are having a sleep over. They invaded my room and stole my comforter from me. :((((
I’m gonna post a decent life update tomorrow. Been in a lot of adventures again. And ugh, changed/adjusted short term plans and schedule.
Okay… Onto answering some asks. Hello my friends.
I’m gonna sleep happy. At last. :)
Hey, I miss you Chase. And yes, I love you too.
I’ve always loved your writing.
And I asked you why you don’t write that much anymore.
You told me it because sadness is the main emotion that drives you to write.
You can write when you’re happy, but it’ll not be as good as when you are sad.
Maybe there’s really something about heartbreaking writings that is so beautiful, I can’t explain it.
I bet you are writing a lot of poems and prose again.
My tumblr drafts says more about me than my actual blog. I was browsing through it just now.
… I used to be that sad?
And the sadder part is I’m feeling those feelings again. But I know it won’t be long now.
I’ll try to sleep now.
I love you Chase.